As the dreary nature of everyday life tries to claw at my mood, I escape to the land of Obsession.

The solace I spoke of..
I find it here.
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It strikes again.

ap⋅a⋅thy
[ap-uh-thee]
–noun, plural -thies.
1. absence or suppression of passion, emotion, or excitement.
2. lack of interest in or concern for things that others find moving or exciting.

Perhaps it is this feeling, that creates my lack of concern towards.. this lack of concern.

Yet I don't feel that it's all bad.
I enjoy the quiet alone time, in my own little world.

One's imagination can be a sanctuary; all I seek is such solace.

I want to lie and watch the clouds drift by.

Twenty-Ten.

The start of a new year.

New beginning and paths to take, new opportunities arising.


But also,
The end of an era.

Downdowndown.

Aah.
Nothing is more depressing than being stuck at home, tackling the huge amount of maths work I have.
My brain cannot take any more!

I wish..
..it was all easy to understand.

They say that nothing worth working for comes easy, but I am so tired of the mess of equations and numbers!



Receiving my bank statement in the post today, I realise that my money is running dangerously low.
Bah.

It hasn't been a wonderful end to the year.
I wish I could say, "This year went without regrets, at least", but I suppose that isn't true at all.

Ah. I can only hope that things brighten up soon, and I take it all as part of life's experiences.

And it begins.

Pondering how to entertain myself on such a dreary day, I decided to join this world of internet blogging.
The need to put one's thoughts on the internet has finally overcome me.

I miss the festive cheer, already.